I can't stop thinking about him. I only wonder if I cross his mind at all. Part of me just wants to call him and confess what I'm feeling but I know I couldn't handle the rejection.
Why does this always happen to me? I'm dying to know how he feels about me, if anything. Whenever I get these feelings for someone, I feel so vulnerable and fragile. Like, if he did one little thing that would hint that he doesn't have feelings for me, I would be heartbroken.
I mean, it's not like a guy's never been nice to me, or flirted with me, but I feel like this is different for whatever reason. I probably sound ridiculous.
I do believe in the phrase "you must love yourself before anyone else loves you" and I really don't love myself. But I do feel like I have some things to offer. I mean, he seems to enjoy my company and we get along really well.
I never knew how much of an impact this guy would have on me.
I wish I could just go back to the beginning of summer...
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