My life is a fiasco and a sham

It really sucks to be in a place with so many people, but to feel so alone.

There was a lot that I was building up the entire week, and I was already unhappy. Then I got sick and everything just hit me.  I couldn't hold it in anymore, and I just broke down.  I realized I had nobody here who cared enough to check up on me. I felt so completely alone, away from my family and friends who actually give a shit about me. I had never wanted to be home so much in my entire life.

As me and one of my best friends always say, life is a cruel whore.  And it just keeps fucking me.