My mood has been fluctuating like crazy lately. Last week kinda sucked, especially friday. Everyone was ignoring me and being rude, and I literally felt invisible. Even when I tried to talk or say something, it's like I wasn't there.
Thankfully I went home this past weekend, and I really had a good weekend. Sunday was a really good day. I ran/walked my first 5k and finished in 38 minutes. I'm pretty damn proud of myself, especially because I never run. The Third Eye Blind concert was fucking amazing too, and I got to hang out with a new group of friends. They seemed to enjoy my company, which was nice. I really needed that.
Even though I had a good weekend, I still feel shitty. I've been feeling really bad about myself lately, and my anxiety has been really bad. I'm always either anxious or depressed, and if I'm happy, my good moods never last long. I have so much on my mind, and I haven't been sleeping well. I've also had a really hard time focusing on anything. I literally have to force myself to do homework, I'm so unmotivated.
I haven't seen him in a while, and I think about him everyday. I wonder if he misses me like I miss him.
I just want this semester to be over.
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